phibaby06 ([info]phibaby06) wrote,
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Another New Day

Well, I have some updates on my own life. Some bad, some good and some...well you can figure it out.

Everyone knows DeAris. Well we have been on and off for about a month and a half now and finally, something happened where it all ended...for now at least. I have finally let go of him and decided that my life is more important. I have ALOT of things that I have to focus on. I mean, my life is only getting shorter by the minute. People don't realize this but, WE (mankind) might not be here the day after tomorrow. I mean think about it, anything could happen. I might not be alive tomorrow and you might not either so why waste time on the stupid immature shit?! I guess I just got to a point where I am REALLY tired of being the same old Phi when I could transform myself into a whole new person!

Money is a real big issue in my household. I'm sure everyone has had their financial problems, but mine are on a regular basis! But I have realized that I need to spend some time with my friends and myself. To leave boys alone and focus on MY goals and MY future. NO one else can tell me what I need to do but me.

Jaqui- I've made bad decisions, yes, but with your help and the help of my friends, I can make those good ones. Trust me and help me get over the devil in me.

Well, I guess I'll reply another day. I don't really have much to say right now.


HOLLA!!

*Phi-Li*

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[info]stlchic06

December 13 2005, 23:52:20 UTC 6 years ago

Phi im proud of you. you are not letting stupid things bring you down. I worry about you sometimes. i just dont want you to ever give up. dont let people like bruce mess with you and mess up your goals. just stay strong and trust me, things will work out. im struggling more than people know with school and i just need to focus.

[info]sweetiepi06

December 14 2005, 23:12:58 UTC 6 years ago

i'm proud of you too phi. i don't think anyone could be as stressed as i am right now. i am worrying constantly and sometimes i feel like giving up. but i always remember this: no matter what happens in your life, someone out there is going through much worse. true words of wisdom...lol. But i'm just so stressed right now and sumtimes i wonder "why me???" because it seems like everyone else is happy in every aspect in their life. nothing in my life is really running smoothly but i know that i will be alright. all my worrying and hard work will soon pay off so remember that phi. and just know that you can ALWAYS talk to me because im going through things too...its just not you. Remember that we do have the same free period...DUH!!! lol...luv ya girl. BYE!!!

[info]mz_bubbles

December 15 2005, 18:08:58 UTC 6 years ago

Phi I love you and I didn't know what the comments said when I got on here cuz I was gon write that I am proud of you. But anyway I am glad that you are beginning to do you and not worry about doing what will suit DeAris (or any guy for that matter). Well keep it up and know that things will get better. You are only gonna be down for a while. The strength you gain comes when you are down not when you are standing tall.

[info]justjazzy314

December 16 2005, 20:19:50 UTC 6 years ago

My comment got erased but im writing it again cuz i want you to hear this...

In times like this it is good to know that you have friends that love and support you no matter what. Dont focus on "the devil" in you cuz everyone makes mistakes. Its not the mistakes you make but the lesson you get out of it. Love yourself despite your (few,minor, hardly noticable) faults.I hope you have realized how beautiful and strong you are. Stay strong, PhiLi!
love ya...
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