Well, I have some updates on my own life. Some bad, some good and some...well you can figure it out.
Everyone knows DeAris. Well we have been on and off for about a month and a half now and finally, something happened where it all ended...for now at least. I have finally let go of him and decided that my life is more important. I have ALOT of things that I have to focus on. I mean, my life is only getting shorter by the minute. People don't realize this but, WE (mankind) might not be here the day after tomorrow. I mean think about it, anything could happen. I might not be alive tomorrow and you might not either so why waste time on the stupid immature shit?! I guess I just got to a point where I am REALLY tired of being the same old Phi when I could transform myself into a whole new person!
Money is a real big issue in my household. I'm sure everyone has had their financial problems, but mine are on a regular basis! But I have realized that I need to spend some time with my friends and myself. To leave boys alone and focus on MY goals and MY future. NO one else can tell me what I need to do but me.
Jaqui- I've made bad decisions, yes, but with your help and the help of my friends, I can make those good ones. Trust me and help me get over the devil in me.
Well, I guess I'll reply another day. I don't really have much to say right now.
HOLLA!!
*Phi-Li*
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My comment got erased but im writing it again cuz i want you to hear this...
In times like this it is good to know that you have friends that love and support you no matter what. Dont focus on "the devil" in you cuz everyone makes mistakes. Its not the mistakes you make but the lesson you get out of it. Love yourself despite your (few,minor, hardly noticable) faults.I hope you have realized how beautiful and strong you are. Stay strong, PhiLi!love ya...